Right now I feel like this person that if it's not one things with me, it's another. I've become needy.
I hate that.
I want things to stop happening to me that make others feel sorry for me or pity me. And really, these things are happening TO me. I have no control over them, which just makes it worse.
I want to be strong, capable. Maybe it's prideful. Bad/terrible/crazy things happen to every one. But some seem to handle it, deal with it in such a way that it doesn't cripple them. I want to be that person.
But right now it is crippling. And I'm tired.
I get it.
ReplyDeleteWhen you find that person, ask him/her the secret, then pass it on.
In the meantime, hang in there, chin up, take care, and all other cheesy clichés meant to convey that I understand and feel for you.